{I lost him a while back, but I didn't realise until it was too late. Until he was gone for good.} TW for depression, suicide, and lots of existentialism.

A place to put all my findings and odd experiences I can't explain. I've seen lots of people I follow recently have books for their experiences so I thought I'd make my own book on it.

Life isn't always as fun as it seems.....once you lose that special..that special light. Everything changes...... Everything [ I need a new description for this ] [Nevermind, I suck at writing :'b]

I've seen a lot of these so I thought, why not make my own

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ Not for the faint of heart, I explore dark parts of my mind and unfurl them for your own enjoyment. All of these stories are true. You don't know me, and you're never going to. This is basically just a shitty diary of my life with very few details as to who I am, Don't want to scare you off. Feel free to read but I don't really care. I'm just a screwed up guy that everyone knows and nobody cares about really. If you can't tell I'll probably swear quite a bit in this so if you don't like that I'm sorry, but this really isn't a good read anyway it's just me complaining about the fact I still exist. Actually no, whilst I did start this to complain about my life, the stories are fluctuating, as I discover I am infact worthy of love, even I don't believe it at all times. I hope you enjoy my rantings. ⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

Dear avid reader, before you embark on the journey dwelling into the story mine life, I want to let you know that all you will read here are all TRUE. It is quite an adventure and I hope that you will find this hopeful, inspirational and you're gonna look beyond my failures in life. NOTE: WRITING IS NOT MY PROFESSION BUT IT IS A PART OF ME. I AM NOT GOOD IN WRITING STORIES. YOU MIGHT SEE GRAMMATICAL ERRORS AND OTHER TYPO WORDS.🥴 MY APOLOGIES IN ADVANCE IF I TURNED OUT TO BE RIGHT.

Just a bunch of crab and ideas that crossed my mind at 3 a.m. ... So don't raise your expectations, or should you?! ;)

This is a story about my life and why I wanted to help people in the first place. And why I think there are no such thing as bad people but people that didn't have the good influence they needed to be great. Hope u like it.

This will be my online journal, just in case if i lose the one I have in real life. So this will be my journal, where I will talk about my creepypasta experiences and research... Just so you know, everything that i put in the journal is 100% real and these are my actual expierences.

* Firstly re-uploaded on @vampoet bc it got deleted now its just i cant access the damned account anymore. * Also not only creepypasta but Slenderverse too * I organized it properly, so you might not notice that I've posted a new chapter, which is a lil guide on how to know: Just check if the number of chapters enhanced.